Tuesday, January 28, 2014

5 months old







These past five months have flown by! We are so crazy about our two little men. Sawyer is such a good baby just like his big brother was. It is crazy people are even saying the same things that they said about Mac as a baby. I have heard "he's so laid back, serious, content, and happy!" "He studies everything around him." I think Sawyer smiles more than Mac and that's a lot. He is vocal, but not as much as Mac was at this age. He is great at napping and eating. I am still going strong breastfeeding which is way easier second time around. My goal is 6 months and then I will start a little formula and be done at 9 months. If I did not work I would do a year, but I loathe pumping. Finding the time to pump is also very hard. This year I am seeing 60 kids a week, have 17 re-evaluations due by May, and meetings weekly. Sawyer has eaten rice cereal, oatmeal, pears, carrots, sweet potatoes, and bananas. He seems to like it all about the same. His eyes are still very blue, so I feel pretty confident they will stay.













Sawyer loves our dogs and Mac. He will laugh at them all day long. Sawyer is also super ticklish. My only trouble with this little man is sleeping through the night is not happening. He did great until the dreaded 4 month regression hit. Since then it's been a mess. I try to stay positive, but sometimes a mommy needs her sleep. He gets close to doing it and then it will be a mess the next. It does not help that he is cutting 4 bottom teeth. Sawyer started going to school with his big brother this month. We had his nana and Mimi coming to keep him the past two months. He seems fine with school like he does everything else. Sawyer I am so thankful for every inch of your sweet self. Your go with the flow attitude is just what I needed trying to find a good balance with you guys. You are such a cuddly baby and your smiles are so contagious! We love you so much and can't imagine our family without you. I can't wait to see how crazy you and Mac get over the next few years. Mac asks me often "If you are big enough to play trains yet?" I know that time will come before we know it.


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Friday, August 30, 2013

Sawyer's Birth story

Can't believe I am getting to post this! I imagined doing this during my pregnancy and always realized it could go either way. Since my first was born in 2011 I had always hoped I could deliver vaginally one day. On August 20 the blue moon worked in my favor and God watched over us to have as the doctor called it "textbook" perfect vbac. I did my research and felt risks were equal for me to have a vbac (vaginal birth after cesarean) or repeat csection. I was an ideal candidate and knew my body went into labor all on its own with my first which was a requirement from my OBGyN. I had a c section date I was fine with and thought if its meant to be then he will come before that date. I work in the medical field and understand business and science reasons that are for and against vbacs.

Tuesday August 20 I got up to get ready for work and thought my water broke.  I had an appointment that morning and waited until then to do anything about it.  I thought I was having a tad bit stronger contractions, but honestly this pregnancy I quit keeping track because I had so many those last few weeks.  I knew from going into labor with Mac what else to look for when it really became time.  Before this appointment I was 2 cm and 80% effaced.  When I checked in for my appointment I told them I thought my water broke, so we were immediately sent to labor and delivery observation.

Here is a side not before I go further.  Mac was born on a super moon and when I found out that it was a blue moon Tuesday I packed up everything Monday night.  I told Mike he is coming tomorrow with the full moon.  Guess what he did!!!  We have werewolf boys ;o).

Mike and I get to the observation room and find out it was not my water, but I was contracting every 4-6 minutes and my doctor wanted me to wait an hour to see if they continued.  I was checked and I was 3 cm 80% effaced.  She had told me that I would be watched very closely since I was a vbac which was okay with me.  The hour passed no change, but contractions continued and some were every two minutes.  They gave me tons of water and we waited another hour.  At this point contractions were every 2-3 minutes and my water bag was bulging, so we were admitted to have this baby.

Sawyer was tolerating labor beautifully which Mac did not do at this point.  We alert family and friends and walk upstairs to my room.  After this the next couple of hours consisted of getting my epidural once the contractions became to painful and hanging out with Mike and our wonderful nurses.  Texas Women's Hospital has 1:1 nurse to patient ratio which is fabulous.  Since I was a vbac patient my nurse stayed in my room the entire time.  I was concerned about getting the epidural to soon because things I had read suggested that it might slow down labor.  My nurse said that is actually a myth, so I went ahead and got it at a 5.  I have no idea how women do it without.  It's so wonderful!!! 

The nurses and my doctor could not believe how my body produced contractions so well on it's on which they did with Mac too.  At this point I was really getting excited that my vbac might really happen.  I progressed pretty quickly and by 8:45 pm I was at a 10 and it was time to practice pushing.  I was warned since I did not push with Mac it could take 1-2 hours.  After my practice pushes he was ready to come.  Mike and I were glowing and so excited.  My doctor who was not on call and is that loyal to her patients stayed to deliver myself and 2 other patients.  She came in and said everything looked great, but I needed to wait one hour while she did an emergency c section on  one of the other patients.  We were bummed, but totally understood.  She came back and 3 pushes he was out!!  It was a wayyyy better delivery experience.  I did not even cry I was just glowing from excitement and thanking God for taking care of us!!!  I even looked at Mike and said "I DID IT!"  My doctor was just as happy for me.  Her words "you rocked that and made it look easy!"

I know it's not always and option for everyone to deliver vaginally.  I am thankful we have options when they are needed.  The initial recovery for both stinks, but I bounced back a lot faster this time.  It was not even a week later and I went out to eat for my 30th.  I would highly recommend giving a vbac a try if you are a CANIDIATE for one.  Do your own research and get a good doctor. 

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Sunday, August 18, 2013

Just keep waiting waiting waiting




I am 39 weeks today and I am so thankful for this healthy smooth pregnancy, but I am also sooooo ready to have this baby in my arms. I know Dory doesn't say waiting, but that has ran through my head lots this week. Lol I do not remember being this ready with Mac. I think it has a lot to do with a. I am more confident now with babies b. we have no idea what Sawyer looks like, and c. Last week I was 2 cm and 80%! I just knew he was coming last week.

I cannot wait to see Mac meet his little brother (tears form just imagining this moment). I cannot wait to really savor the itty bitty time. That is something I do not feel you do as much with your first because you are so terrified. I cannot wait to hopefully be successful breast feeding again. Selfishly I am ready to lose this weight and workout again. 30 extra lbs makes it difficult to be a fun mommy!

Mac had an atypical umbilical cord, so we had a really good idea from all the ultrasounds what he looked like. The only ones I have had with Sawyer were to confirm and the 20 week. Now do not get me wrong I am beyond thankful for a healthy baby, but I have never been good with waiting on presents! Ha

Mac came at 39 weeks and like 3 days, so hopefully history repeats itself. If you know me well you know I am very organized and a planner, but with pregnancy I love the excitement of going into labor unexpectedly. I know weird! I secretly hope for a cool water breaking experience. Lol.

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